I Hate My Sister And You Asked Why…
Friday, January 26th, 2007I’m really annoyed with the fact that I can’t find an accomodation. It also annoyed me to no end with the fact that my sister talked my mother out of getting a bank loan. She told her how unmotivated I was.
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UNMOTIVATED? I was freekin’ excited and she slyly killed it by poisoning my mother with HER observations. She thinks she owns the family. She thinks she’s the successful one. Sure. But look at her… She hasn’t even gotten her gym on its feet yet! Daymn it! Why does she have to look down on us? Because she can speak foreign languages fluently? Because she thinks she IS superior to all of us? Freekin’… And she has her self help books. They ain’t helping her out. They’re just making her even more insecure and more confused because of the different authors, different methods and ALSO different suggestions.
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Ka, if you’re reading this, I gotta’ say that I’m sorry that you didn’t hear it from me and face to face and that you had to read it in a public web blog instead. I’m too tired to take in all your useless spitting criticism that just lowers a person’s self esteem. I’m used to it but there’s a limit to every person.
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I wish I could tell her that she needs to stick to her own problems, which I know she has but would not like to admit. My problems MAY include or involve other members of the family but at least it would be between that member of the family and me ONLY. She doesn’t need to stick her nose in our affairs…
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Really… I don’t hate her. I just dislike her view of our abilities and our intelligence. I told my mom in a moment of explosive emotional breakdown:
"Paloi jua eh! She has to understand that we are FAMILY and not one of her workers! Why can’t she seperate business and personal issues?"
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My mother laughed there but heck; I would’ve done so too. I started blurting stuff out to my mom. She laughed out loud in the car because all that was coming out of my mouth was true. Once I got to work, she stopped me from going out and said to me:
"You’re going to Australia now. Three years without seeing her should be enough to cool you down."
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I love my mom. ^_^
