::Bashi Qu::

The truth is I feel like NOTHING. My mind is so confused right now. The left side of my brain is arguing with the right side of my brain and now I feel like I’m looking at things cross-eyed. Well… I’m not really cross-eyed right now. I just feel off-balanced right now.

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Well… At least I cooked something for lunch today (I didn’t eat lunch or dinner yesterday). It was such a big meal that after seven hours I’m still so full. My stock on food is already diminishing and my side of the refrigerator looks empty. There’s a huge bottle of juice (over 3/4 empty. Wouldn’t even fill a glass.), two pale red tomatoes, a bottle of Bundaberg’s Ginger Beer, a 2l bottle of pre-boiled water and a tub of soft butter with Canola oil that I sometimes use as cooking oil. In the freezer there’s my 3 slices of bread and a box of 3 salmon cakes left from last time. I’m not in need of financial support or anything… I’m just not hungry. I mean, like, I’ve still got a thumb sized ginger that I use when I cook rice, I’ve still got a cup and a half of Jasmine rice, two onions and… 1/4 of sweet potato that I-don’t-think-I-want-to-eat-but-have-to-because-it-would-be-a-waste in my cupboard.

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For some reason, I haven’t got any Indomie stock… Wonder what happened to them? *Looks accusingly at housemates* Kidding man.

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Oh… I went to uni today at 3PM thinking that I had a lecture at that time. When I arrived I was the only one there and I was wondering what happened to the others. I left. I went home, did my laundry, cleaned the kitchen (I need to wipe down two more counters, sweep the second time and then mop tomorrow) and then cursed when I looked at my clock as dread suddenly smacked at the back of my head. My mouth sliced the air with the curses as I checked my timetable through the Uni website and I was right. My lecture started at 4PM and not 3PM.

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I’ve missed two lectures this week. The first lecture was the one I really wanted to go to but someone sent me a prank e-mail saying there was none. DAYMNS! It was a freekin’ "How To Make A Movie" lecture!! And I dunno about today’s lecture. I just hope it isn’t too important.. that concerns tomorrow… AWH man…

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Huh… That reminds me of yesterday. I slept at 6AM and woke up at 7.50AM thinking that I was going to be late for my class and when I rushed uphill and into class I saw strange faces. I asked the teacher where Deidre (my tutor) was and he said this was his class. Not Deidre’s. Turned out… my class was today and not yesterday… I didn’t even have to wake up early yesterday since my other class started at 4PM. That sucked big time.

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Oh yeah, there’s a Brisbane Anime Society (<–link)(abbreviated to ‘BAS‘… hehe~ my nickname~) in the Uni that’s on another part of Brisbane (about half an hour over from here) and I wanna go and register or something like that. I’d like to be a staff member but I don’t know how to make time for school hours, laze-about hours and staff-ing hours ‘coz I’m not organized when it comes to time. Ahh… I’m organized when it comes to arranging things and stuff like that but something as important as organizing or planning time is… what I lack. Haha! (It’s not funny, Bas…)

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I still feel angsty.. and happy at the same time…

"GOD DAYMN! Get out of my freekin’ head Sin! … Sorry but you too Erika…"

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I’m done bloggin’ today~ Laters!