::Bashi Qu::

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I love him. I miss him. I wanna eat him.
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I miss him. I really do. I wanna hug him. Hold him in my arms and pull him close to my chest. I wanna whisper into his neck words that would make children laugh in childish disgust. I want to give my heart to him. I shouldn’t but I want my heart to beat only for him.
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He makes me special. He makes me feel more loved than I should be. He makes me want to eat peaches.
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If I could, I would build a garden in my ribcage where around my heart thorny vines would grow and only his caring touch is able to lift those sharp blades from the fragile, rhythmatic beats. It would be an Eden and he would be the gardener. A gardener full of love for his gardens that the blood in my veins would rush to this garden of his to fill my heart with more love.
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And with this love, I will grow for him. Grow not only mentally, spiritually and physically but metaphorically as well.
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My eyes will always be filled with warm tears that tremble and shake at their edges from this pain of being alone. But I know that I will find a happiness that he would magically conjure once his words reach me.
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I want to rip this heart of mine out of my chest to show him how calmly it beats when he is with me only to find out that it had stopped from surpassing 500 beats per second.
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‘Forever’ is overrated and so is ‘eternally’ when it comes to love. But those words fit perfectly, escaping my lips following closely after the words "I love you".
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I love you forever
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I love you eternally
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I love you–
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more than i should
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HEBAT by Tangga
translations at the bottom
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Bagaikan tetesan hujan di batasnya kemarau.
Berikan kesejukan yang lama tak kunjung datang
Menghapus dahaga jiwaku akan cinta sejati.
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Betapa sempurna dirimu di mata hatiku.
Tak pernah kurasakan damai sedamai bersamamu.
Tak ada yang bisa yang mungkin kan mengganti tempatmu.
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Kau membuat ku m’rasa hebat
Kar’na ketulusan cintamu.
Ku merasa teristimewa hanya
Hanya kar’na, kar’na cinta
Kau beri padaku sepenuhnya
Buatku selalu merasa berarti.
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Kini ku merasa hebat
Karena kau yang membuatku makin kuat
Jantungku bergerak cepat
Semua yang berat bisa lewat (Tiada cinta yang sehebat cintamu)
Inikah cinta yang sejati?
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Melayang ku terbang berenang di awan
Tak akan kita kan lepas dan jatuh sekarang
Cinta, sang cinta, kita kan terus mencinta
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TRANSLATION [I suck at translating... and this ain't literal either...]
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Like the touch of rain in a time of drought
Spreading a coldness that has long not visited
Relieving the thirst of my soul for true love
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How perfect you are in my eyes
I have never felt so one with you
No one who might will ever take your place
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You make me feel great
Because of your honest love
I feel special only
Only because, because of the love
You have given me whole
Always making me feel meaningful
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Now I feel great
Because you have given me the strength
My heart beats so fast
All of my burdens could fall away (There is no love as great as yours)
Is this true love?
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Swaying I fly swimming through the clouds
We won’t let go and fall now
Love, oh Love, we will continue to love.